Moments I Live For from Trevor DeVage on Vimeo. … [Read more...]
DAHLING….!!!

My wife bought both my girls new sunglasses for vacation last night. Ella is destined to be a movie star. She put hers on, walked over to me, asked me to get my phone camera out and proceeded to say, "Take my picture...DAHLING(insert snooty movie star voice here)." So with the iphone she became a movie star. Then she made me edit and post it. So...here ya go!!! … [Read more...]
AWKWARD QUESTIONS ABOUT JESUS…
Thought this might break the monotony of the day for you. Thanks to Julie for this one... … [Read more...]
DO YOU LIKE MY PADDED ROOM AND MY WHITE JACKET?
I have hesitated posting this as a result of how people have freaked out in the past when I am working through things in my mind. However, I feel like someone else may benefit from my crazy thoughts...so here we go. Over the past few months I have been struggling with this ever growing discontent within my soul. At first I just dismissed it as me getting older, life changing directions a lot in the last year, my kids getting older...etc. However, this nagging at my soul has not decreased. In fact, if I am honest with myself and you, it has increased. I have been trying to pinpoint it for months. In the standards of the "church" culture I seem to have it all. I am in one of the most successful churches in the country, (so we are told by a Christian Magazine), I am in a successful multi-site location preaching and teaching every week to an incredible group of people, my family is healthy for the most part, my leadership supports me, and I am living the "American Christian Dream." So, … [Read more...]
SOMETIMES THE SUN MAKES ME ANGRY…

Sometimes the sun makes me angry... Not to the point that I will no longer befriend it, mostly to the point that I want it to go away for a bit. Sometimes the clouds that cover that celestial ball of radiating heat make me happy... It brings me joy to know that there is still something that can get creative enough to cover our source of light and heat. I know that it may sound a bit morbid or to some a little bit dreamy, But I rather enjoy a soft fluffy piece of joy in my day as opposed to a blinding piece of yellow. Sometimes the rain brings me a jolt of joy... As the tears from heaven hit the ground at a rapid pace it reminds me that it is ok to lament and be saddened, the thunder clapping makes me feel as if there is one bigger than I, the lightning flashing brings me to my knees in submission every time, maybe this is the way that I was meant to live. The sun makes me angry sometimes... but other times it brings me great joy, To lay in a blanket of … [Read more...]
DEAR ELLA,

Today you turned five years old. I cannot believe that you are five. I will never forget the day that you were born. I was scared to death. Scared that I would not know how to take care of you. Scared that I would not be able to provide for you. Scared that I would not be able to love you the way you needed to be loved. Then it happened. I was handed your warm and new little body wrapped in a blanket. You looked and me and I swear you smiled at me... That was enough for me. All those fears subsided. I was now another offical member of the "wrapped around my little girls finger" club. I watched you grow, learn to eat solid food, learn to take your first steps, learn to laugh, learn to talk. The first time you uttered the word "daddy" my heart melted. I officially have a daddy's girl. I love how stubborn you are. I love how smart you are. I love how beautiful your sweet brown eyes are. I love how intent you get when you are determined to get something done. I love to hear you … [Read more...]














LET'S SOCIALIZE